So lets put on our masks,
keep walking by and look up
so lets we all pretend...
that nothing happens as this ends
taking photographs, telling a stories
loving the fake, ignoring the real
lets we all pretend that nothing happens as this ends.

Lets we all start a new begining where
no one has a word, where there is no more feelings
lets we all be two, lets we all be two, but who?
who would?

Para ella

No soy perfecta pero voy a intentarlo
no soy correcta pero intento demostrarte algo,
pretendo enseñarte pero no se nada,
intento ayudarte pero no lo hago,
la verdad es que no tengo control de mi persona
y no puedo exigir lo que no soy
te pido perdon, y

Sleepless night, beating heart about to explode, trembling lips, and there it finaly drops from my eye... the worst, the best, the better, the scars, the love the fights. everything hits me right in the face, facing guilt, being confused, life is beautiful but I feel upset, I feel... pain. the fear of loosing, the art of pretending, the innocence is witness, 
what is like to not feel? what is like to be right? 
maybe ill never know, maybe im wrong  
we all seem to show love in a different language
 but the heart, the heart always falls....

5 years later...

Nothing has really changed,

me, I, me I stoped being, I only exist,
love, life, work, love,work,love work, work love..
nothing has really changed, except for the fact that im not the same.

my dreams were left behind, my emptyness was filled, with someone elses happyness
my years went by as the days of the week, only waiting for the weekends to enjoy.
My ideas, my beliefs, they dont belong anymore, I am not me, im sad, but im happy, happy is what I was looking for, happy was my goal, is this happyness?

I have no friends of my own, I am fake, now I am really the push that makes him move, but I stoped moving,
I stoped...

Ive know anger, ive know hypocresy, ive know lying, ive known faking, and I dont like it, I know that nothing will ever bee the same, I know I cant go back, and I dont want to, I just want to find my other me..
a new me, a new beginging because I am being loved, and I love, but it doesnt feel like forever...