Let's talk about facts...

I don't feel you
I don't hear you
I only see you there
being you...
not as part of me
not even close to love
I can't trust you
did I let you in? or are you letting me out?
do you even care?
I never understood people who said they left alone being with someone else
but you helped me get it all clear
we don't talk
we don't stare at each others eyes
we exist...
co exist
yes, you touch me
I touch you
do you feel me?
do you like me?
do you miss me?
am I here?
we only go crazy when we fight
we only go wild when we party
we're only honest when we're drunk
is that even real? isn't just, but an illusion of the things we seem to want?
are we just an idea?
what's on your mind?
I can't read you
I just can't
I can't fucking feel you
I just want real but all I see is fake.